Sunday, February 19, 2006

我很想。。

突然间就是很想用华语写我的blog。。先在是天亮7点。。不过还是没有一丝睡意。。我已经第3天没睡觉了。。心情好乱。如果有一天我有得把我的感情换成另一样东西我可能会换成开心。别误会我的意识。我不是很不开心但我想更开心而不需要去烦恼。

刚和一个念书时的好朋友谈天。。她告诉我很多我已失去的记忆。。还蛮怀念当年的日子的。。过着没那么多烦恼的日子多没开心呢。。有些朋友已经结婚生孩子了呢!他门的日子是怎样的呢?过得开心吗?

一个人躺在床,望着窗外的日出,不懂可以做些什么。很想和你谈天但你以近好九没和你谈了。你很忙把!待会煮个好的早餐给自己。。。

Thursday, February 16, 2006

i couldn't really remember how long it has bee kept in my album but one thing for sure its already for than 2 years. the one last time i ever listen to it was 2002,december. for some reasons, i love this songs so much. the title of the song is "sadness" by enigma, for those who loves this kind of music would know what i'm talking about.....

i just got myself back into it couple days ago, 2days before valentine's day, and today is 2 days after valentine's day. i decided to write this because i feel like to share some pathetic feelings of mine. ha! someone might have started laughing, but it ain't no true! i've got into this weird kind of emotion these days, i do not know what shall i do, i do not know shall i be continuing all these.. but one thing for sure i'm definitely into this for this time. i've done all the things i have never did in my life but i just feel miserable still..don't worry i ain't taking drugs, but in fact i'm turning to be a healthy person. hahaha ~ someone gonna laugh his ass off...

by listening to this kind of music, you will got yourself into this music and melody and go with the flow. it carries you up and down...with the little bassy in the background makes the song sounds even nicer. just likke your heart beat popping in your body. some flute carries your soul away.....with highest pitch.... can you feel what i'm saying? i bet you don't becasue you are not me.

i miss you....

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

special valentine's day

haha...i do not know why...but i have done something i never thought about it in my life..this valentine's day would be the most special of mine...i did something crazy! guys !! no hookers dun worry !! i'm not a person like this..no date for me on tonite...but i bought myslf something to make deep in there feel better. i miss all the friends in malaysia ! Papa, Stephanie, Speng, Shwa, Kit, Alex, Jason, Genie, Amanda, Carmen, Tony, and ofcoz KKS,Lipin,Lum,Goo, you all are the best pal, best people i ever met !! i list all the names down here because i want the wrold to know i have all of you as my best pal !